just things on my mind

When the blood dries in my veins
And my, heart feels no more pain
I know, I’ll be on my way
To heaven’s door

I know when I knock
I’ll be hoping I don’t drop
To a place where I will rise, like before

I can feel, something happening
That I’ve never felt before
Hopeless dreaming will start
Dragging me away from heavens door

When my mind stops thinking
And my eyes stop blinking
I hope…
Somebody’s there

When my heart stops beating
And my lungs stop breathing
In air…
I hope somebody cares


(chase&status-end credits)


hmm is stragne that all the time I can find lyrics which speaks for me           

Rippin’ my heart was so easy, so easy
Launch your assault now, take it easy
Raise your weapon, raise your weapon
One word and it’s over

Rippin’ through like a missile
Rippin’ through my heart
Rob me of this love
Raise your weapon, raise your weapon and it’s over

Love your ego, you won’t feel a thing
Always number one
The pen with a bent wrist crooked king
Sign away our peace for your war, one word and it’s over

Dropping your bombs now
On all we’ve built
How does it feel now to watch it burn, burn, burn?
Raise your weapons, raise your weapons and it’s over

I have to end this. think about this some days. I dont want to live like this any more. I am not interested in this sick relationship any more.

wish me luck

how is that even possible that nothing changed?

sometimes it is myself who is driving me crazy… I dont know why the fuck I care about some people. o_O

this friend of mine never keep his word, I can never count with him, is never available when is needed …and so on is a terrible friend who is causing only problem is my life and other relationships. so why I care ??? why I do the oposit of what he is doing :( am I really so stupid?

I was looking foreward today for long long time and again I am here , alone, waiting for him …

is the only person in my life which I really would like to erase …forget that we have ever  met

It’s raining, it’s pouring
A black sky is falling
It’s cold tonight

You gave me your answer
Goodbye
Now I’m all on my own tonight

And when the big wheel starts to spin
You can never know the odss
If you don’t play you’ll never win
We were in heaven you and I
When I lay with you and close my eyes
Our fingers touch the sky

I’m sorry baby
You were the sun and moon to me
I’ll never get over you, you’ll never get over me

lyrics of SUN&MOON by above and beyond…

very emotional reminds me of my break up :(